STARSEED SENSITIVITY

(How a sleepless night led into an expanded perception of humanity)

Hi Guys.

Well, the other night I couldn’t sleep - unfortunately not unusual for me, but over time I have managed to learn a few tricks to make the occasional night of insomnia a little better. Going outside to do some deep breathing, watching the stars, enjoying the peace and quiet while the world sleeps. Well, this time none of those hopeful strategies worked, for several reasons.

However, for me they only served to create a kind of feeling of homesickness. That feeling of being in a strange place and yearning for home. I began to reflect on the reasons for coming into this earthly life. Reminding myself that I had not come to experience a perfect little life of peace and fresh air, but to find out what it’s like to be human. To live among them as human myself and to learn unconditional love and appreciation for their intrepid nature and resolve, their determination to thrive and the courage to continue. To have children and to trust that this is the way it’s supposed to be. I’ve watched the motivation of my family and friends, always trying to do the right thing for their kids and to be kind to others. I’ve observed this over and over again.

That sleepless night became a great gift, an incentive to never again lose sight of the fact that my existence here as a human being on planet earth is not only for me, but for them. For the others I came to love and admire and to assist in any way possible. And it once again became clear to me that this journey here among these amazing beings, is the greatest gift I could have ever given myself. To expand my very soul essence, with not only tolerance and allowing, but to acknowledge the song of mankind - a dichotomy of contrast yet ultimately a flawless harmony of truth. Symmetry hidden within the chaos - a glimpse into the miracle of disorder and confusion organizing itself into the underlying intention of love - the perfection of the unfolding universe. Yes, sometimes it gets a bit bumpy before reaching that final stage of orderliness and peace, but oh my gosh, what a magnificent journey we can all have along the way!

Sleep tight!